Hapless By Leo 34
Chapter thirty four:
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In his heart he knew that she deserved more, even more than he could give her, thus he thought he would try to give her all the happiness of this world to ease her, comfort her and make things easy for her.
That night the sky was not clear and the clouds gave a sign that it would rain and any moment now. Sam had arranged the sitting on the roof and the view was impeccable from there. Jenny got up and looked down she gasped and found Sam standing back,
''You don't have to worry as long as I am with you neither do you need to be afraid of anything Jenny.'' his tone was calm and his eyes assured the words that had come out of his mouth.
Jenny's eyes moistened as if she could cry any moment and she hugged him. Tightly. Her dress began to flow with the gust of winds that had just started and soon before Jenny's eyes would flow the clouds did flow and it began raining than it soon turned into a storm.
The waiters came with umbrella's and covered them but Jenny was already covered in Sam's arms. There was a feeling in his arms of affirmation and comfort. The comfort of the arms of a man who truly loved her a love she was not aware of but she had somewhere sensed it that there was the love she had been searching for since long. Only she had been looking for it in the wrong place.
''I got you let's get going.'' he brought her down and then she dried herself with her hands. She was drenched but Sam was more drenched than she was.
''It's good luck, the rain for everything. My father used to say this to me. Whenever he would begin a new task and it would start with rain he would be happy and feel blessed.'' she was now drying her hair with a towel. Sam had brought her in his room which was in the same hotel.
Her clothes were sent to laundry immediately and Sam had given her his clothes for the time.
She sat down on the edge of the bed drying her hair and lost in thought.
Sam sat down on the floor and took out a box from his pocket.
He opened it and did not say a word. Jenny looked at him in amazement. Her eyes were wide open. More than usual.
She took the box from him and looked at him in disbelief.
''Sam.'' her voice was calm. Sam was expecting some unnatural behavior which she didn't gave and he sat down next to her.
''Jenny, you deserve more than this I know but I love you. It would come as a shock but I have loved you since the first time I saw you. That day was the 25th of June and you were wearing a yellow dress which matched the sun's rays in which your smile glittered like one I always dream t of seeing but I never saw. You were with Ben and I resisted. Although you both didn't see me and I kept it from both of you because I could never imagine if something ill happened between the both of you because of me and I kept silent until I found you here. It's destiny. We are meant to be together. If we weren't I would have never found you again after losing you once but I did and thank god for that.'' he took her hands in his and kissed them.
''Then what are you waiting for here take my hand.'' she gave him her hand and he placed the ring in her finger.
He slowly moved closer and began undressing her.
That night the sky was not clear and the clouds gave a sign that it would rain and any moment now. Sam had arranged the sitting on the roof and the view was impeccable from there. Jenny got up and looked down she gasped and found Sam standing back,
''You don't have to worry as long as I am with you neither do you need to be afraid of anything Jenny.'' his tone was calm and his eyes assured the words that had come out of his mouth.
Jenny's eyes moistened as if she could cry any moment and she hugged him. Tightly. Her dress began to flow with the gust of winds that had just started and soon before Jenny's eyes would flow the clouds did flow and it began raining than it soon turned into a storm.
The waiters came with umbrella's and covered them but Jenny was already covered in Sam's arms. There was a feeling in his arms of affirmation and comfort. The comfort of the arms of a man who truly loved her a love she was not aware of but she had somewhere sensed it that there was the love she had been searching for since long. Only she had been looking for it in the wrong place.
''I got you let's get going.'' he brought her down and then she dried herself with her hands. She was drenched but Sam was more drenched than she was.
''It's good luck, the rain for everything. My father used to say this to me. Whenever he would begin a new task and it would start with rain he would be happy and feel blessed.'' she was now drying her hair with a towel. Sam had brought her in his room which was in the same hotel.
Her clothes were sent to laundry immediately and Sam had given her his clothes for the time.
She sat down on the edge of the bed drying her hair and lost in thought.
Sam sat down on the floor and took out a box from his pocket.
He opened it and did not say a word. Jenny looked at him in amazement. Her eyes were wide open. More than usual.
She took the box from him and looked at him in disbelief.
''Sam.'' her voice was calm. Sam was expecting some unnatural behavior which she didn't gave and he sat down next to her.
''Jenny, you deserve more than this I know but I love you. It would come as a shock but I have loved you since the first time I saw you. That day was the 25th of June and you were wearing a yellow dress which matched the sun's rays in which your smile glittered like one I always dream t of seeing but I never saw. You were with Ben and I resisted. Although you both didn't see me and I kept it from both of you because I could never imagine if something ill happened between the both of you because of me and I kept silent until I found you here. It's destiny. We are meant to be together. If we weren't I would have never found you again after losing you once but I did and thank god for that.'' he took her hands in his and kissed them.
''Then what are you waiting for here take my hand.'' she gave him her hand and he placed the ring in her finger.
He slowly moved closer and began undressing her.
It was not the first time they both had done this but something inside Jenny made her and Sam both nervous.
''We'll cherish every moment Jenny.'' he kissed her.
''Don't stop. I want to forget everything tonight Sam.''
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Paris, was never Paris for Tina neither for Ben. She couldn't believe that they were going to Paris and Ben himself decided Paris even though her mother died here and he had no good memories in this city but even then he decided Paris. Tina remembered her childhood when she was only 8 years old and was saved by Ben's mother. Till that time she had disliked Paris. When the whole family is up to something and your mother's the one taking charge of things then you really have to do something. However you cannot do anything.
''Here are the tickets and the flight will leave in the evening I have some errands to run and I'll meet you guys there.'' Ben gave Tina the things.
''May I know from when did you started running errands Ben, I was the one doing things for you.'' she said covering her shoulders with her scarf. The winds were beginning to get cold. Fall's arrival. Again. Seasons come pass by without the pause only we are the ones longing for the past memories that are cling ed to our souls.''Last fall Jenny left and changed everything forever between us. I just want to tell you something Ben. She never contacted me just in case if she contacts you do let me know I am worried for her.''
He turned back and took her hand, ''I assure you she's fine. You only have to worry about yourself and nothing else. Go inside and pack up the things I'll meet you in the evening.'' she nodded.
Ben had changed completely all at once. From a boy to a man. A man who was sincere and responsible for her and everything which she held dear. God knew if Taylor would have wanted someone to take care of her daughter it would have been him.
Tina had been thinking about Ben and too much. She let go of everything and began packing her stuff.
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Carla was silent in the car with Ben. Ben had given her 100 million and it was enough for her. She felt guilt so heavy that she couldn't bear it any more. ''I apologize Ben, I apologize for everything for all the unfortunate I wanted for you if only you could forgive me.'' the car had reached its destination.
''Forget it Carla. I was bad to you and you to me. We are even now. Here take your bag and go live the life you always wanted. Victor is waiting for you.'' he gave her the bag.
She looked at her in askance, ''Don't worry about dad. I told him the other day you are leaving. He didn't ask me anything else.'' Ben smiled at her.
She went to Victor and soon they disappeared.
Tina had reached the airport and was waiting for her mother and Ben. Rachel had been busy and said that she would meet them at the airport. She saw Ben coming but Rachel didn't come. She received a text saying that she was not coming and they both should go.
''Mom's not coming, now I understand everything it was all her plan.''
''If you don't want to go we can go back.''
''Come on now Ben let's go it's time.''
They flew and soon the Paris sky took them underneath it's magic.
They went to the best place the same place Ben stayed with Jenny.
They were guided towards their rooms. Tina looked around and the view was incredible but her mind was still occupied with other things , to that extent that this incredibility was not attracting her.
She took out her phone from her purse to inform Rachel that they have reached Paris when she saw a text. The text was from Jenny, ' Hello Tina, I know it has been a long time and I haven't been in touch with you ever since yet you called me and I had no heart to reply to you. I was running away. Running from myself but now that I have found what I was looking for. I am coming back home.'
Tina was happy that much that she rushed to Ben's room to tell him,
''Ben Jenny's coming back. She's coming back home.''
Ben who was definitely preparing for a shower was not that much dressed and that was an awkward moment.
''Ah, I'm sorry for barging in like this I just couldn't control my emotions.''
''Seriously Tins, this is like being a completely stranger to each other, forget it did she tell anything else? Like when?''
Tina was finding it the most stupidest moment ever in her life. Or she really was thinking about Ben in another way. His shirtless look was having a ridiculous affect on her. ''No I'll see you at breakfast I'm tired I should get some rest.''
She locked the door and jumped on the bed. The room was enormous for one person only and she was feeling depressed. This was the first time in her life when she had left Liz and came that far from her.
Her life more miserable than ever. Tina lived a secluded life. She never had many boyfriends neither did she pleasured in making out with any one who came along. She was once attracted towards Patrick who was from their college and things turned out extremely worse with him and the short lived relation ended with her beating him.
She only knew what love is when she met Taylor. The three years that she spent with him were the love of three decades. ''This is why he left me because nothing true can last long.'' she thought to herself.
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Paris, was never Paris for Tina neither for Ben. She couldn't believe that they were going to Paris and Ben himself decided Paris even though her mother died here and he had no good memories in this city but even then he decided Paris. Tina remembered her childhood when she was only 8 years old and was saved by Ben's mother. Till that time she had disliked Paris. When the whole family is up to something and your mother's the one taking charge of things then you really have to do something. However you cannot do anything.
''Here are the tickets and the flight will leave in the evening I have some errands to run and I'll meet you guys there.'' Ben gave Tina the things.
''May I know from when did you started running errands Ben, I was the one doing things for you.'' she said covering her shoulders with her scarf. The winds were beginning to get cold. Fall's arrival. Again. Seasons come pass by without the pause only we are the ones longing for the past memories that are cling ed to our souls.''Last fall Jenny left and changed everything forever between us. I just want to tell you something Ben. She never contacted me just in case if she contacts you do let me know I am worried for her.''
He turned back and took her hand, ''I assure you she's fine. You only have to worry about yourself and nothing else. Go inside and pack up the things I'll meet you in the evening.'' she nodded.
Ben had changed completely all at once. From a boy to a man. A man who was sincere and responsible for her and everything which she held dear. God knew if Taylor would have wanted someone to take care of her daughter it would have been him.
Tina had been thinking about Ben and too much. She let go of everything and began packing her stuff.
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Carla was silent in the car with Ben. Ben had given her 100 million and it was enough for her. She felt guilt so heavy that she couldn't bear it any more. ''I apologize Ben, I apologize for everything for all the unfortunate I wanted for you if only you could forgive me.'' the car had reached its destination.
''Forget it Carla. I was bad to you and you to me. We are even now. Here take your bag and go live the life you always wanted. Victor is waiting for you.'' he gave her the bag.
She looked at her in askance, ''Don't worry about dad. I told him the other day you are leaving. He didn't ask me anything else.'' Ben smiled at her.
She went to Victor and soon they disappeared.
Tina had reached the airport and was waiting for her mother and Ben. Rachel had been busy and said that she would meet them at the airport. She saw Ben coming but Rachel didn't come. She received a text saying that she was not coming and they both should go.
''Mom's not coming, now I understand everything it was all her plan.''
''If you don't want to go we can go back.''
''Come on now Ben let's go it's time.''
They flew and soon the Paris sky took them underneath it's magic.
They went to the best place the same place Ben stayed with Jenny.
They were guided towards their rooms. Tina looked around and the view was incredible but her mind was still occupied with other things , to that extent that this incredibility was not attracting her.
She took out her phone from her purse to inform Rachel that they have reached Paris when she saw a text. The text was from Jenny, ' Hello Tina, I know it has been a long time and I haven't been in touch with you ever since yet you called me and I had no heart to reply to you. I was running away. Running from myself but now that I have found what I was looking for. I am coming back home.'
Tina was happy that much that she rushed to Ben's room to tell him,
''Ben Jenny's coming back. She's coming back home.''
Ben who was definitely preparing for a shower was not that much dressed and that was an awkward moment.
''Ah, I'm sorry for barging in like this I just couldn't control my emotions.''
''Seriously Tins, this is like being a completely stranger to each other, forget it did she tell anything else? Like when?''
Tina was finding it the most stupidest moment ever in her life. Or she really was thinking about Ben in another way. His shirtless look was having a ridiculous affect on her. ''No I'll see you at breakfast I'm tired I should get some rest.''
She locked the door and jumped on the bed. The room was enormous for one person only and she was feeling depressed. This was the first time in her life when she had left Liz and came that far from her.
Her life more miserable than ever. Tina lived a secluded life. She never had many boyfriends neither did she pleasured in making out with any one who came along. She was once attracted towards Patrick who was from their college and things turned out extremely worse with him and the short lived relation ended with her beating him.
She only knew what love is when she met Taylor. The three years that she spent with him were the love of three decades. ''This is why he left me because nothing true can last long.'' she thought to herself.
''Nothing true can last long but what is with Ben who has been with me like forever?
When he could be in life's pleasures, moments ridding himself from all the horrors of me then why is he determined to be with me even though I could destroy him completely?
Not only that I can never give him the love he wants, I only have a broken heart that is not mine already. A fatherless child that I have to raise despite my self lack of motherly affections.
A face that shadows my doubts and sorrows, a soul that is already lost.
What can I give him? There is no return of his this unparalleled love. Or maybe I am going crazy. Or am I really thinking of him in another way. ANOTHER WAY.''
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